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wantbones18

aahhh i hate knowing that my relationship with the perfect guy is going down the drain i mean im alone in this world and he is the only one there im sooo sad and depressed i hate feeling this i love him with all my heart he showed me how too love i hate myself i hate meee why am i so horrible!!!!!!!!!! i know he wants to leave me because im so fat and ugly when he met me i was thin and pritty now im sooo ugly why god why ! i hate it sooo bad whatever he tells me wont work any more, im so screwed in the head first i have the problam of my family, my dad, my mom,and now this i just want to shot myself FML thats true i hate my life i cant keep on living i cant i just want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fuck thiz lif333333333

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wantbones18
well today was a ok day. Not to much drama just here feeling lonley as myself. I ate 800 worth of calories im still a little pissed off at myself but at leats its not that much as the other daya but still. I went on a long long walk so maybe burned half of it. Right now i know for a fact im going to fast tomorrow i hate my body i saw myself today and i hate it just seeing me makes me sad and sick im a cow aaahhh fuck my life i hate myself why am i a fat ass well im going to pop some laxitive to feel better oh well. lets see how it goes tomorrow with my fast i dont want to eat ahhh wish me luck

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wantbones18

Aaaahhh im going to kill my self shoot me now. Today i ate food food i hate myself. And to hate my self even more i faught with my boyfriend aahh. He drives me crazy sometimes! i asked him just a simply guestion and he gets crazy on me omg i am so sad and pissed im just going to drink so pain killers and go to sleep hate myself and always will im the fatest cow ever aahhh

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wantbones18

I am pretty sad right now i didint eat all morning untill like 12 and i binged on some chex mix well i told to myseolf ok im ok then butt then i got home and b/p all day ! i hate my self why cant i control my self i mean i messed up my dads life and now im messing my self up i hate myself i hate meeee

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wantbones18
lol

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